Tuesday, July 28, 2009

I feel sick.
I really hate that man.
He sits there and tells me I'm not meeting expectations and doesn't want to hear anything that explains why I'm not.
He won't take into consideration how long those stupid checks to do.
Did he even really look at my metrics? He would see I have improved from that last meeting.
He's holding that last meeting over my head and I hate that.
If I was consistantly at that office maybe my metrics would change, but I'm always going back and forth, which does cause a disruption in my keying level. I have gotten better, but he won't see that.
I have to get out of there.
And she just sat there like a stump, so she probably agrees.
I miss Mary. She would've gone to bat for me, she would understand.
If I cn hold on until she gets back, things might be better.
I still want to leave that office. I can't stand him.
Don't like her too much either.
I can not afford to lose my job, I just can't. I have to see if there are any other openings.
I have to do some job searches.
God, I wish I could win one of those giveaways. I really need it right now.
I just really feel sick.

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