I have these thoughts that I'm going to get some kind of cancer.
I've been thinking about how unsympathetic my boss would be at work.
I worry I would lose my job.
If I don't have a job I don't have an apartment.
Stress like that would only help the cancer kill me faster.
I worry I wouldn't have anyone to help me when I'm sick.
I also don't want to be a burden to anyone, or have them feel they are obligated to help because I'm their sister.
I just can't knock the feeling there's a cancer just lurking out there, waiting to pounce.